The City, Never Sleeps
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Monday, December 3
. To Dear Dear
i don know wat you really treat me...a normal frenz?a best frenz?a frenz you really need?or a frenz that you need help then find...today i was thinking that since yesterday you never go out do we go out together to let you feel that you are not left out...i cannot say that i rrally know you...but at least this is wat i know...therefore i say yesterday night that today go out...i am really sick this few days...i meet you with a feelin that today can have fun...but then when we meet up gladys i was like being left out...you two was like tokin so secretly i ask wat you 2 tokin but you will just say nothing...wat wrong..?? nvm just you 2 having something to say...so i just leave it...when up to mrt i was like jokin with you and get scolded at a public transport...is ps but i was like nvm lor...cos i know you didnt do it purpose...go shoppin i know that we have different view but just say it out...then everytime i turn i could only see you walked away with gladys...i was like huh, where you all go...i felt so left out even tho you 2 are by my side...just cant get into wats you all tokin about...am i just someone for you to joke on or wat i really don know...i just felt that you really don need me... i was so angry and really sad that you keep takin me as a joke...but when i angry you never come up to me...am i really that not important to you..??i really don know...i confirm treat you at the 1st place not even my parent i treat them that way...i just felt that i am like trash to you...need me come to me...don need i will be at a side...like this..?? i know that you will read this...and i don know wat you will think but this is really from my heart...if really that i am the way that i said then i think you should tell me...then i will not disturb you further... ........ ........ my feelin typin this just sux... |
huixin
